Silence.
You say I should not be alone with my thoughts.
Force myself to normalize my pain,
but that will bring me to insane.
To be around him and you and them,
right now?
Like a freezing glass brought under hot water.
Shatter.
I'm not running away.
I'm trying to find it in me to stay.
Cause truly, I want to get past this rocky place,
and get back through God's grace to being us.
Just give me time,
to climb and
to embrace the pain.
To be a bit insane for a while,
so I don't have to hide,
or put it aside,
but release it and progress.
I don't want to be forever left with this mess.
