26.10.2018

This is my heart
the inner part
that nobody sees
that could be shattered by a breeze
but would keep silent
to avoid getting violent
but truly wants to be heard
not only by the passing bird
but by those for whom my heart cares
that could cause tears
ones so deep they could never be mended
I have a sensitive soul, it is so tired of being unattended

26.11.2018

Pained by your presence

Aching from your absence

This mess is madness

How can healing happen?

Still yearning for you

Learning to leave

Waiting wishing wanting

No it’s not for nothing

Left for love

Waiting for warmth 

Speak when you are sure

Soft and sweet 

Dripping with dreams

Don’t destroy destiny

Let love lead 

11.11.2018

I always knew
That it was you
that my soul would crave
and be willing to misbehave for
oh how unsure we have always been
but I will never leave again
of that I am sure
mon cher ma coeur
I love you.

13.10.2018

I'm still here
so when your soul begins to steer
back in my direction
don't be afraid of your affection
run to me with an open heart
I may fail a million times but I will never part
as long as you want me too
I love you
I'll be here forever if you will be my always

26.10.2018

You hold me out of the seas.
Though they bite and roar
In fearsome strength
Taunting me
they hope for my thrashing
and for me to come crashing
down into the depths
I see them wrap their arms tightly
Till the last breath is stolen from my lungs
But it will not be.
For you are holding me.
Abba.
My El Shaddai.
You fortify my heart.
You will never let it tear me apart.
I will not give in to the worlds beckons
even when the seconds
feel like a lifetime.
So I will continue to knock and fall to my knees
even at the slightest of breeze.
I am weak but you will hold me high
You forever and ever will satisfy.

17.10.2018

I wish to speak
but my voice is lost
I wish to work
but my strength is taken
I wish to love
but where is tenderness needed
I am not afraid to step out
but I feel blinded and bound
unable to see and unable to move
I feel trapped in this place
with a number that will never be called
Free to walk but with a purpose unfulfilled
Keep my hope and let me hand you my life
Content to sit forever if it is your fashioning

09.07.2018

This intertwine
is like looking out upon the coastline
the weight on my heart
its racing to chart this unknown world
yet calmed by motion of the sea
you make it so easy
to let go and breathe unafraid
this is that for which I have prayed