Walk Away

It's kills me to walk away
But it kills me more to actually stay
No matter how difficult each step I take might be
I know it's right for me
Even though my heart may ache
I am going to do it for my own sake
I guess It's your move now
Cause I just moved away

Rebuild

I accept where we stand

I'm not going to demand 

A quick response 

Even though it taunts 

I am content 

You are in my life

And that's all I can ask after all this strife

I want more

But let's rebuild 

This land needs to be tilled

Even if we never are more than friends 

At least we're made amends

You will always mean more to me that I can explain

You are my most extravagant love

But are also the cause of my deepest pain

Thoughts

Sometimes I'm bored 

Sometimes I'm not

Sometimes I'm just consumed with though

The thought of you

The thought of me

Whatever we could be

Well whatever it is

I'm up till late 

Please sedate

This wild beast

On you it feast 

I want to sleep

I'm done with counting sheep

Sleepless

Checking the feed 

Checking the phone

No ones up

Only me

As I close my eyes to fall asleep

All I see is you

I wish to be dreaming

But My thoughts are steaming

This is a hopeless mission

I Cover my head

Curl up in bed

Now Banging my head

Restless

So once again 

Checking the feed

Checking the phone

I guess I'm just all alone 

My heart sinks

But I suppose that's what everyone thinks

Now please brain let me sleep

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Home. 

That's what you are to me.