Imaginary

Your killing me

The memories we shared 

The struggles we faired 

Sometimes I know we were something more 

But every now and then 

I begin to wonder if we even were

If you were just imaginary 

If all those conversations were created 

If you ever really cared

But my heart has bared

Have I grown stronger from something imaginary?

Learned from a lesson not told

Acted on an experience not gained

Breaking from something that never was

Wanting to regain what I haven't had

Sometimes I just want to call you

To say I felt the same way too

To apologize for not trying harder

But then again it was only imaginary