You're back

Your coming back again
But this time with me have the fear of the known
A year ago I was terrified of you coming
A fear of the unknown
Everything fell into place
Not now
Now everything is all askew
What went wrong
How did I not realize how blessed I was
I was sheltered and given a good place to stay
Now fear smothers me
I have been shoved out from beneath the shelter and am being watched from afar
How this year will become is alien to me
How I will make it
Can I brave this alone
Will I be brought back into the shelter
Or will I learn how to survive in the unknown